今天看到四伯躺在病床上突然恍然大悟，在我发大誓愿下辈子要变成熊猫之前，好像还有另一宏愿，就是 -- 死的好。
I must die in a good way, a quick one. Well of course not the 'dying young' type, but when it is time to go, I really wish I can just leave as it. Best die in a dream (quite a dream huh?), else, heart attack die in 3 secs also pretty blessed.
No wonder people think of cursing others 'see how you die lah' or 'wish you die in a horrible way'
Seriously, to die in a good way seems as impossible as hitting the grand million lottery price or borned in healthy rich family.
When I saw my uncle lying on the bed today, I suddenly noticed that, before I make a wish to become a Panda for the next generation, I guess I also have to make a strong wish that I MUST die in a good way, well at least a quick one when it is time.
For now, appreciate the present and enjoy life!